cant remember who this was written about or why, but its just a poem about friendship.
this confusion is killing me, this pain and hell
i dont get what your doing this for, i dont get
what it means, what your trying to achieve, why
wont you just tell me whats going on, i'm so afraid
that your in pain, and i cant help because you wont let
me close to you like we were before, i'm afraid.
i'm afraid that your hurting, that you need someone
and yet you wont let me close again, i'm afraid
that something weird is going on, even when
we were close you never added a certain site but last week
you added it to your list, and then egnore me some more
i dont get this logic, what are you trying to prove
what will it achieve to hurt me this way, are you
calling out for help, wishing that i was there
or are you simply trying to upset me, trying
to cause me more pain, havent you hurt me enough
or is it always funny to hurt me, funny to watch me
suffer in this way, just fucking block me or will you
just talk to me, tell me whats going on, share
like we used to share, talk like we used to talk, at least
tell me whats going on, is she hurting you or is she
doing this to hurt me, i'm so confused, so afraid
of watching you in pain, but i need to be there for
you, be cause friendship is forever, no matter what
i am your friend